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from fellatio to mistress

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 30, 2010

When he woke me up (I didn’t realise at first that he had) I had no idea where it would lead to.

I had taken my laptop up to bed with me but had dozed off whilst writing my latest post on here (it had already taken 3 days to post, I have been so tired that I keep falling asleep). I woke up thinking it was the middle of the night, it was 11.30pm I discovered that Karl had just tried to chat to me on msn. He was leaving me a message saying he would catch me when I was awake. Once he realised I was now awake we began a short chat but soon said goodnight.

I don’t now remember what I said but it reignited the conversation which turned to fellatio and my dislike of swallowing.

What!!

Who said so? He assumed because I had never said …………….I like to swallow……….that I didn’t. Well considering that he has never once cum when we are together (he once said that he hadn’t cum at all even on his own for a year………..I find that odd) it has never been an issue. So why would I tell him that I like to swallow. I can just imagine it, we are  chatting over a cuppa or in a restaurant having a meal………..by the way Karl, last time I saw Fred I sucked him off to completion and it was wow………………or by the way I know you never cum but I like to swallow.

perhaps he should read this blog………..or maybe not.

As the conversation continued he admitted that he has cum but not with me, it turns out that he has cum with the woman he insists he has never met! Even though I showed him her profile with a photo of his hands on her breasts. (they were not his hands as he had not met her!). Anyway this led to a discussion about his lies. He admits he has lied and is ashamed, he knows how I feel about lies and wouldn’t blame me if I didn’t want to see him anymore. I told him that he doesn’t need to lie to me as I am not his wife…………..’I sometimes wish you were’.

We also talked about him learning to be more relaxed. I am very tactile and after years of being starved of affection I need cuddles etc but I respect his feelings about not showing affection in front of others ie my children. Now my boys are used to him being around, but when he is here they tend to disappear to their rooms where their computer games are. Karl did like it when I gave him hugs the other week when he was feeling down after his troubles at home. (his wife was suspicious and got someone to check his computer to see what hes been upto). So I asked him if he minds if my boys think hes my boyfriend. He is worried that they might see him in town with his wife but otherwise he doesn’t mind. From now on he promises that he will be more tactile and not worry if my family see us kissing and cuddling. This could lead to a lot more intimacy between us especially as I often wear skirts meaning easy access to my pussy. If hes lucky I might even sit on his lap straddling his cock using my skirt to cover what we are doing if we are caught hugging.

By this time we had been chatting for 2 hours and started saying goodnight again………..

goodnight lover……….or mistress

either or both seeing as what we have is not exactly casual anymore ………….more like an affair

do you mind?

no

cool

so its official now………….we are having an affair, I am his misress.

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How many are too many?

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 30, 2010

After spending all afternoon sailing with both of my lovers, having a companionable meal together how could we finish the day on a high?

We could spend the evening together playing cards? …………….no

We could go to the pub? ………….no

We could all go our seperate ways ? …………no

or we could go to a private party? …………………yes

Dave drove, it should have taken a tad short of an hour to get there but with Dave at the wheel doing a ton along the dual carriage way as we headed east along the coast before heading north along country lanes, we were there in 40 minutes. I text Bruce to let him know we had arrived…………….come on in. We were the first to arrive, followed a few minutes later by Alice and then some new people, Louise & Dick with their friends Nancy & Paddy. Ian was next to arrive (with his bag of tricks) swiftly followed by Tigger & Winnie. The drinks were flowing, the mood was jovial, even if  our newest recruits were a little nervous.

We were using two different rooms this time. I was in the garden with Karl when we realised the others had made their way upstairs. I soon followed to discover that the fun had begun without me. Things became a little blurred from here on in. I know that I was undressed by Bruce and Dave (but I managed to keep my silver heels on all the time). Dave lay on the bed next to Alice who was being played with by Ian and probably others. I was bent over the bed (still in my heels) sucking Dave off while Bruce was kneeling at my feet licking me out. Dave moved to play with Alice and Bruce turned me around to lay me on the bed while he continued to lick me out. I remember he put my left leg up over the ornate iron bedstead. I placed my other foot on his back. I believe there are photos of me like this but have not seen them yet.

Bruce then decided that he wanted me to himself and led me off in search of a quieter room (it can be handy when you own the small hotel). Choosing one of the rooms we used last time he stripped the ornate cover off the bed. But the noise coming from one of the other rooms had everyone running to see what was going on. (it was Nancy cumming very loudly with Tigger). Bruce had been holding onto an unopen condom for some time now and was determined he was going to fuck me. Next began the search for some lubricant to ease his latex covered cock into my tight cunt. Lube found and liberally smeared over my labia but try as he might he was still finding it difficult to gain entry. Probably not helped by me tensing up at each attempt. He is no slim Jim and each try sent a searing pain through my pussy. Giving up he wandered off.

I lay across the bed on my stomach chatting with others as they came and went. Dave whacked me on my arse with some rubber anal beads………..ouch they flippin well hurt, they look so innocent too. While I was laying there chatting I was also playing with a blue  and silver vibrator, trying out the various settings. At one point and I’m not sure now what else was going on but I seem to remember Alice sucking and playing with my nipples (I had earlier played with her nipple) as did Dick (now he was cute).I had just decided to get dressed and go see how Karl was as he had been feeling poorly and not joined in any of the fun, when Tigger asked me if I had had a good seeing to yet. Damn a few minutes earlier and I would have played with him but I was already in the getting dressed mode.

I found Karl in the garden, gradually the others all assembled in the lounge where Ian was loading all the photos of the night onto cd’s for all of us to keep. Karl didn’t want any and I said I would share with Dave (he still has the disc) then it was time to begin our journey home.

Louise found the evening enjoyable but overwhelming as there were so many people there, Karl also felt there were too many, I tend to agree too.

So if you were planning a group session how many do you think would be just right and how many would be too many?

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Girls love a sailor or two

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 26, 2010

I wasn’t at all sure how this would work out, until a few days earlier I had hoped that they would get on together after all they had at least two things in common ………..a love of sailing and me! But then as we talked about the possibility of this trip …………..when I say we  talked I mean I was talking to each of them seperately at the same time on msn. I was getting quite cross with Karl, he was being very petulent and childish. Dave was offering to take us out in his yacht for 3 or 4 hours, Karl didn’t think it was worth going unless we had 6 hours. (It would take a long time to get out of the harbour into open sea). To me it didn’t matter if we stayed in the harbour, the chance to go sailing was what mattered to me. Dave said he could get out of the harbour in 45mins Karl thought that was ‘bollocks’. He wanted me to tell Dave he didn’t know what he was talking about. I wasn’t going to say any such thing and forbade him to (I had earlier given them both each other’s mobile numbers). Karl was adamant that he was not going to go sailing if it was not for at least 6 hours.

I was away for a couple of days and was worried that there would be an angry exchange between the two of them but when I returned Dave told me he had lost Karl’s number. Speaking to Karl he wanted to go sailing (even though it would not be for the 6 hours he wanted).

So it was that at the appointed time we all arrived at the marina. We had only been on the yacht for a few minutes when we had confirmation from the lock keeper at the marina that we should make our way to the lock now! A flurry of activity followed making the two men work together with Karl following Daves instructions. That broke the ice. Soon we were out in the marina with me steering the boat while they were busy with the sails. After a cloudy start the sun cae out making it a beautiful afternoon. Here I was out on the water the sun shining and a good wind in the sails and both my lovers with me. It was good to see them chatting aimiably. Karl had a big grin on his face, he was enjoying himself, Dave as always is happy to be out on the water. In 45 minutes we were leaving the harbour behind us. Dave had been right (I had thought he would be as he has had plenty of experience). They both enjoyed pointing things out to me, it was good to see them being friendly.

I was amused to note that Dave had been very well behaved towards me (probably because he knows that Karl is muc more reserved in public than him).  But once we were back into the harbour leaving other marine traffic behind us I found my clothes being interferred with. First Dave pulled the straps of my top and bra down my arms. That was ok, but then he pulled my top down to expose my right breast. Next my bra was removed completely, Karl was in the cabin when my bra was tossed to him to put out of my reach. He did look funny with my pink bra on his head 😉 Dave took the opportunity to play with my breast………..did I mention that whilst this was going on I was in control of the tiller, keeping us in a straight line between boats tied to their moorings and other boats coming towards us. I was still braless when Dave was brewing the tea and Karl was taking his chance to take my nipple in his mouth.

They must have been very confident that I would concentrate on streering while they were molesting me. Karl found it highly amusing that I could sit there with my breasts exposed in public like this. (Oh I had an eye on the boats behind us making sure none were close enough to see) . It was a good afternoon, my back and shoulders caught the sun, my two lovers managed to get on with each other. Dave showed Karl how to misbehave with me on the boat. I have a feeling that should the three of us go sailing again I will have to be prepared for much more molestation now that Dave knows Karl won’t throw a fit and will even join in.

Once we were moored up and sails put away etc we all went to Dave’s house to shower and have a light meal before heading off for the party.

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In need of fun

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 24, 2010

It’s been tough recently and I’m in need of some fun.

Tomorrow Karl will be at my house early, then in the afternoon we are meeting up with Dave to go sailing for a few hours…….. will we hav

I don’t know but if we do you can be sure I will tell you about it.

After we have been sailing we will all go back to Daves place to shower and get changed before we set out.

We are going to another party like the one I went to with Kev a while ago, only this time Dave is going with us, there may also be another couple plus possibly a single female.

If all goes to plan we will all be having fun this time tomorrow. I hope that Ian will be bringing his bag of toys and props again. If not we will have to improvise. Alice tells me that she is bringing a whip and she wants to suck my nipples again. there will be lots of hands, mouths, cocks and pussies for everyone to play with let alone toys and other props.

It should be a good night.

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Don’t touch

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 22, 2010

In a recent post by Yummy she stated that when she is stressed she needs among other things to have her throat held. For me that would be a cause of stress.

I don’t know why but I have never liked anything around my neck. I don’t wear clothes that have a high neck. I could never wear a necklace that was close to my throat.

When I first met my ex husband he occasionally tried to touch my throat and I always pushed him away.  I don’t think there was anything else he could have done that would freak me out more ………..apart from when he used to chase me around the house with his finger prick needle (I don’t do needles…..bit of a problem for a diabetic).

Whilst we were going through our divorce (living in the same house of hell) it became a daily routine for him to put his hands around my throat. He was well aware that it freaks me out but still he did it. Even though he always said it was just a joke I knew he was doing it on purpose because he knew I hated it.

Just thinking about having anything around my throat makes me feel bad, I get a chill down my spine. I know that if anyone tried to hold my throat I would panic and lash out. There are things I don’t think I would like but might be willing to try but a hand on my throat is not one of those. Nothing will ever persuade me to try it.

I know we are all different and what works for one person is wrong for another, is there anything that freaks you out just thinking about it?

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awarded

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 20, 2010

yesterday I received this unexpected email……….

An award for you my dear

Award from Yummy

And a huge thank you, you were one of the first to read me and brought my blog to the attention of others.

thanks for noticing me xxx

This is the first award I have received on this blog although I have many on my other blogs. I really hadn’t given it any thought here. It has been reward enough to know that others gain pleasure from visiting this place.

If you have not visited Yummy and her blog you should do so, you won’t be disappointed. I would have nominated her to be included in Rori’s 100 best sex blogs for 2010 but unfortunately her blog has not been going long enough to qualify.

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horny as fuck

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 18, 2010

It was a total suprise to receive this text……………..

Horny as fuck today lol xx

Aww did that make you think of me then lol x

yes x

Must be bad then x

Why x you are fab willing wanting enjoying it and always loved our time in bed x

lol x me too x

In the past I would not have been suprised to have received such a text from Fred but we have had hardly any comunication at all in the last 6 months. Since I last saw him he has sold his house, changed his job and now lodges with friends on the Island.

Later after I had been out but left my laptop on I found a message………..

Why are you at home in the middle of the day ?

We then had a long IM conversation (interestingly not mentioning sex). Other than when I mentioned that there have been a couple of occassions when I have had the house to myself but at too short notice to find anyone to visit me. I have promised to ask him next time it happens.

It wasn’t long after we finished chatting (he did have to do some work). That another window opened. Again I was asked what I was doing at home in the middle of the day………..don’t these guys think I deserve a day off from work now and again! Cougar was alone in his new purpose built office in an historical building up on a hill overlooking the city where his regular office is situated. While we were chatting recently he had told me to text next time I passed that way on my drive home from work. He would give me a tour round. This time he wanted to know why I hadn’t called in yet. I was keeping him guessing (I had actually decided that this would be the day). While we chatted I ran a bath telling him I had something to do but wouldn’t be long if he wanted to wait for me. He said he would wait unless he got a better offer.

Fresh from my bath I threw on a clean pair of jeans and a strappy top, telling him that he could show off his tea making skills. Just my luck he had to leave the office at 5.30 (hes usually there until approx 7pm) it was now 4.40 and it would take 15 mins  to get there if I was lucky with the traffic. Well 30 mins would be enough for a tour. It was 5pm when I swung through the gate, he was waiting for me. Climbing in beside me he directed me up the winding ramp taking us to the roof car park. I was suprised when I saw his modern office suite I had thought his office would be inside the original building.

Once the initial tour of the office was complete he took me outside to climb up to look over the wall. WOW the view was amazing from right up here. I love the views from the road that runs along the top of the hill but right up here was something special even though it wasn’t a clear day.

Back in his office we chatted about this and that nothing of any consequence. Apparently I gave him a ‘look’ and then laughed, I have no idea what ‘look’ I gave him……….(its not the first time I have been told that I do that). I think at the time I was thinking something along the lines of………..is this it then you over there me over here making small talk when you have such a great red leather couch just feet away. (he calls it his casting couch).

He takes me into his small kitchen to show me his fruit tea, that he could have made if we had had longer. We are now stood just inches apart still making small talk. During our IM conversations he had intimated that he wanted more than just chat. So here I was and nothing! I have been aware from early chats last year that he has women throwing themselves at him……….I vowed then that I would not do so. If anything is to happen between us he will have to make the first move. I will put myself in situations that allow him to make his move, but I won’t do it for him. He has to want me.

Walking back towards his office he turned took me in his arms and kissed me. He kissed me! This was not the quick goodbye kiss I usually get from him this was a kiss. No this was turning into a real snog. His arms around my back my arms around his neck our mouths sucking nibbling exploring each other’s lips. Tongues tentatively touching, he moves away from my lips to kiss and nuzzle my neck, biting gently making me tingle all over as in turn I am kissing his neck too. He is talking about the next time I visit and having more time, his hand has found its way inside my top to caress my left nipple. Pinching, pulling on my nipple enjoying my reaction to his touch. But now it is time for me to leave. Now that I know where he is he expects to see me in his office again soon. 30 mins wasn’t very long but it was long enough to ensure that he wants me but not enough time to give in to my own desires. Perfect timing I think. Next time I shall stay a little longer but I shall have to keep a tight reign on myself …………I don’t want to give myself  to him completely, I want him to take a little more from me each time until he can’t hold back any longer.

Last year I wrote that I want him to fuck me at least once, I still want that, but this is a test of my own will power, just thinking about him has got me feeling horny so this will be a real battle on my part.

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are you having fun

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 18, 2010

As I slipped back into bed beside the sleeping form of Dave I took my phone out of my bag to check the time 03.05. It was then that I saw the text from Karl.

So are you having fun?

He had sent it a couple of hours earlier after a night out drinking with his mate, together they had driven down to Cornwall to play a gig on Sunday afternoon. He knew I was spending the evening with Dave. He says he doesn’t mind but he insists that I tell Dave ‘no biting’. Yes I did tell Dave what Karl had said but we both know we will just go with the flow and if that involves biting so be it. Although I had told Karl that I was just going to Dave’s to chill out he knew that meant we would have some naughty fun.

We all know that Dave just can’t help being naughty. When I had arrived Dave poured our cups of tea which we took  out into the garden. Placing our cups on the sill beside our chairs he turned to take me in his arms for a long lingering kiss. At the same time removing my strappy top and bra. We both sat topless chatting about life and decisions, the heat of the day fading as we watched the clouds building  up from the south coming inland from the unseen sea.

I loved the feel of his ars around me as he nuzzled my neck standing in his livingroom when we had finished our tea. This was only going one way so it was no suprise to find myself sat on the end of his bed. But when he half lifted and threw me onto the bed that was a suprise that had me in fits of giggles. Melting into his arms kissing passionately I was soon kicking off my flimsy summer skirt and strappy top (my bra was still somewhere downstairs) as we became a jumble of arms and legs. It wasn’t long before I could feel my excitement trickle between my thighs making the duvet under me wet.

Teeth clamped to my nipples and fingers delving into my wetness did nothing to stem the flow of my arousal. Clinging to each other writhing among the bedding, my whole body concentrating on the fingers in my cunt. Nothing else mattered during this time, just our lust for each other. The sting in my bum cheeks as his hand connected suddenly, the cool of the lube as he smears a few drops into my burning flesh. The feel of his erection in my hand as we tumble around, my legs around his back one minute and propped on his shoulders the next. Finally falling back into the pillows together spooning as we gaze at the lights in the distance, the city viewed from here looks so pretty. Its getting late but not late enough for sleep yet.

Semi dressed we lounge on his sofa eating ice cream facing each other my feet resting on his abdomen as he strokes my feet. he has one foot resting between my thighs his toes caressing my labia inside my thin skirt. His other foot resting beside me, automatically I stroke his foot without really thinking about it, just enjoying the companionship we have.

I could go home to bed but I opt to stay,  we cuddle in bed, this is nice, its been a while since I stayed over with anyone. Listening to his breathing my mind wanders to Karl and our conversation just 24 hours earlier when he told me that he loves me deeply, yet here I am in another man’s bed. I didn’t hear the text from Karl arrive , I had fallen into a contented sleep.

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Pecking Order

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 16, 2010

I hadn’t noticed it but it seems that my lovers have formed an unspoken pecking order …………..they have never met or had any kind of direct contact, yet they have both in their own way acknowledged their place in the pecking order.

Obviously they both know of each other, I don’t tell either of them what I do with the other. But if they ask what I am or have been doing on a certain evening I will say that I was seeing the other.

Last weekend Karl was away in the west country for the weekend he knew I was going to see Dave on saturday evening. He told me that he didn’t mind …………..just tell him not to bite!

Now I have been invited out socially with Karl this weekend. I happened to be chatting to Dave at the time, he said that if Karl can’t make it he would take me but I must ask Karl first. I told Karl about the invite, he can’t make it but said I should ask Dave to take me instead.

I was chatting to Blogger about this, he asked me if I have a pecking order for them in my mind and if so is it the same as theirs.

I have been seeing Karl for a year longer than Dave, I see and chat to Karl nearly every day one way or another, he is very much a good friend who does odd jobs for me and takes me out someties we also swing together.  Dave is a friend   too, we have great passionate and naughty sex, we have great conversation about a wider variety of topics. We go to swinging club together.

So I guess it is unanimous that Karl is my primary lover and Dave is a good secondary lover. They are both lovely guys and I care greatly about them both, they satisfy different needs in me, I am lucky to have them both.

I don’t know how long this will last. Dave who has recently become seperated (he was worried about being on his own at first) is beginning to get himself sorted out without me. He had a fun threesome earlier in the week whilst I was at work. However the other couple are looking forward to more fun including me. He is starting to stand on his own feet and won’t need me as much.

Karl told me last week that he loves me very deeply, he will always love me, he won’t let me get hurt. He has made arrangements that if anything happens to him I will be told by ‘certain people who know’. I care about him, I like him a lot, but love? no thats not on my agenda here. We really should make time to sit down and discuss what we both want/expect from this affair. He might like to say that we are not comitted but he should accept that we are having an affair. I know that what we have is not going to be enough for me in the long term, but neither do I want him to leave his wife for me.

Maybe this is why 2 other men have been in contact today, both re-igniting something  that has been dormant for months. Both letting me know that I am not forgotten, that I am desired.

Now that I have managed to write this post I can let go of some of the thoughts that have been circling in my mind all week preventing me from posting about what happened when I saw Dave last weekend.

But maybe the moment has gone and you don’t want to know what I got upto with Dave, after all our dates are so boring!

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curious

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 9, 2010

Not sure how I feel about this. Last week Dave and I met another couple for a drink, then took them to see his yacht. It was only a quick look round. They seem to be a nice couple, he has been chatting to them for a couple of weeks now. He has been away so I’ve not spoken to him since we met them. It is Red’s birthday and the three of them are going to go sailing and while I am at work they will play. Basing wants to give Red a threesome for her birthday. I can join them after work to help her nolonger be curious.

By the time I join them she will be warmed up for me (Dave doesn’t think she has had any bi experience). Obviously that means that I have the most experience although I am only at the curious stage myself.

Will I be jealous? ………………..of course I will, they are going sailing while I’m at work isn’t that bad enough? But they will be playing without me!!

I get the impression that the two men will be getting Red primed so that when I arrive she will be aroused enough to have her first bi play………….they are looking forward to watching us together.  Ahem has anyone thought about me here? I will have been working, I am only bi curious myself, I shall need to be aroused myself. I shall be in need of some attention myself before I am ready to launch into what does not come naturally for me. (I think he has told them that I am bi).

I would be much happier if I was with them for the whole time. But I have to work and Basing wants them to have 3some first. I would love to go sailing again too. But I don’t want to miss out totally so I shall join them later. I will insist that I get made a fuss of first though to make up for missing out earlier.

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