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The Power of a photograph

Posted by secretlynaughty on January 30, 2011

If you have been reading for a while you might have picked up that I have a great fondness for Sebastian. From his very first email 4 1/2 years ago his words have touched me so very deeply. He has been and always will be my greatest ‘mind fuck’. We have only met in person 4 times and the last was 2 years ago. We can go weeks or even months without speaking. But he seems to have a sixth sense as every time I feel at my lowest he will appear on my screen as if by magic. He always without fail lifts my spirits.

We spoke briefly after christmas but not since so I was rather suprised to discover an offline message from him when I woke this morning. I then found this among my emails. I adore this man although I know we will never be more than secret friends. He has such a way with words that I wanted to share them with you.

my dear gorgeous lady

I love that new Hotmail account photo of you. You have such an attractive face, warm friendly open smile and soft fun eyes.
You look so beautiful in that photo I fall in lust and love all over again.
The days before you cut off all your sensual curls. I like women with short cropped hair, but on you, I find the curls work better on you, more feminine, more womanly.
You are most certainly more womanly that the photo portrays, cut off just bellow the necklace. But I have a photo that displays jewels richer than any man could possibly hope for. Jewels that cascade amply from your shoulders offering a cleavage so deep that I’m always filled with the desire to dive into it from a dizzy making height, the landing into which is always so soft, so inviting, so feminine, so womanly, so motherly sexual you would have me drown in their heavenliness as they fall to your ample sensual soft tummy.
I look upon your photo, my version, and am filled with desire to have you here in front of me in person teasing me with your womanly wiles as you slowly pick the buttons apart to reveal the deepest darkness cleft between each heavenly orb. Would that you hold them individually each in turn in your elegant feminine fingers.
Feed me your nipples, not to suckle as a child, (although Freud may comment) but to suck as a man filled with sexual intent to divest through them into your loins a pleasure most profound. Suckle if I must in your arms, because you are all mothering and all womanly and all desirable to me. Would that, child like, I could nestle into you body and soul and loose myself, but then manlike allow my hands the freedom of inquisitiveness and search for secrets and ways they might reciprocate the warmth and strength in your arms. To nurture a primal desire in you to lay yourself bare to the boy who turn himself firmly and rampantly into a man just by the nature of your womanliness.
Let me kiss you with the passion that stirs within me for you. Let me kiss with the deepest passion the lips of your soft welcoming mouth, the stirring succulent dampness of your maidenhood and the vulgar tightness that lays between the darling ample cheeks of your backside.
From your arms you deliver the man who desires you in every way. Let him take you thrice, in ways natural and unnatural. Let him feel the warmth of you as you enjoy the thrill of his manhood deep within you. Let him expel his lust over and over and over within you so he can kiss each and lap up the evidence and with a last and final embrace in your arms our lips collide for an exchange of such heightened passion as we both drink from your soft sweet gentle mouth the sweet nectar only you can unleash from his loins.
OMG! The power of photography. And they say a photograph never lies.
I adore you and lust you always and in every way.

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When Wet is too wet

Posted by secretlynaughty on August 22, 2010

If you didn’t know by now I am an avid reader of blogs like Yummy’s. But apart from that I also chat online quite often with various male friends. (I am not including either Dave of Karl in this). I read about women giving themselves orgasms at work and various other places. Some of the men I chat to including Blogger, Fred, Sebastian and Nigel expect me to be doing the same as Yummy does.

Ok so I have been known to have orgasms in a variety of places and sometimes it take nothing more than a kiss or touch from my lover of the moment. I love to have orgasms al fresco.

But to have a surreptitious orgasm when I am out and about in public or at my desk at work is just not possible. Ok so it would be possible, There are times I could easily give myself an orgasm without anybody suspecting ……………until I stand up.

I don’t even need to have an orgasm, it only takes me to be slightly aroused and I feel the heat running between my thighs ….literally. There are times when I am so aroused that I don’t even know I am making myself and anything I am sitting or standing on soaking wet. I can’t even have an impromptu orgasm in my own home without getting a folded town to put under me, that kind of takes the edge of it being impromptu.

This is why I say that giving myself orgasms in public is not possible, it is possible just not possible to do without giving myself away.

Can anyone help me to find a way of having an orgasm without getting so wet? I know that guys love that I get so wet but it does become a nuisance at times. It also prevents me from having illicit fun without worrying that I will leave a wet mess behind.

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ample curves

Posted by secretlynaughty on August 12, 2010

It was a lovely suprise, just as it always is when a chat window opens and I see that it is Sebastian. I was munching on my cereal whilst my morning bath was running. There wasn’t much time to chat, I would have to be in the office in little more than an hour.

The chat turned to my love /sex life……………when doesn’t it………which inevitably leads to the subject of Karl. I tell him that Karl took me out for dinner at the same pub/restaurant where Sebastian and I met for the first time 4 years ago. (We have been in lust with each other ever since). I went on to tell him about Karl’s expectations of uninterupted sex at his home after the meal. Whilst he understood my reticence he thought I should have accepted the offer on the basis that if the wife had returned unexpectedly she could have joined in………….men!!

the conversation then progressed

what would you do with two cocks?

grab hold and not let go

ha ha I’d like that

I bet

I’d be utterly jealous to see you suck the other as I know how sensational it is to feel your mouth around my cock

Karl says I’m the best hes ever known ………..maybe thats why he loves me

Well I can’t argue with that……… can’t just love someone because they suck a mean cock……….I love you because you’re you

hee hee he loves my gorgeous legs too……….hee hee likewise………..he loves me for me too

I love your legs and thighs and botty and tummy and breasts and face and beautiful lovely mind

im just not sure what it is about me that makes me special

It’s actually your naughty mind combined with your ample curves

I expect that from you xx

Men love curvy girls although most would’n’t admit to it……….Am I really that transparent?

I have known you long enough now xx

Oh those kisses. I want to feel them showered upon my manhood

one day

I want you to kiss my mouth ………I want to feel you naked upon me, watch you ride me for your pleasure ……….I want to feel the cascade of warm ejaculatory fluid flow over me

mmmmmm ………..I have to go now……………….. lust you forever xxx

bless you my lovely

that was yesterday, today he sent me a couple of emails, it seems that he came across a photo that I sent to him following a steamy conversation. His email was attached to my original message dated 11th aug 2007. How fitting that our chat above was on 11th aug 2010. Here is what he wrote after finding this email and its enclose. I’m not sure that I still have the original photo and can only guess from his description what the photo was.


I just unearthed this glorious shot you took for me.

No doubt I waxed lyrical about it at the time, but I can’t stop myself saying all again lol

It’s such a beautiful erotic shot, slightly softened like a Marlene Dietricht might have been shot through a gauze.

Your gentle elegant fingers with their sensually painted nails, pushing your silver ladies finger between the cheeks of your plum pussy. Sheer heaven for me my lovely and my response to such a divine display just for my pleasure is firmly thrilling as it would have been when you first sent it to me.

I would so love to see it in person and let you see the result of such an exquisite distraction.

I adore you my darling, your sexuality is empowering and makes me feel masculine and desiring toward you. I would like to kiss your thighs and the soft curves as your pussy becomes you beautiful ample bottom.

You make me feel rude toward you as I watch you insert your device. I want to lick your tight little hole and watch as you ejaculate you juices and quickly slip my rampant cock into your gushing cunt and ejaculate my lust for you deep inside you, so our fluids of lust become one and we can enjoy the gentle mopping up together.

Oh darling, how you make me feel is exquisite.

My lust forever

Sebastian xxxxxx

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My limitations O-R

Posted by secretlynaughty on July 7, 2010

Here are my comments on the list I posted here a couple of weeks ago. I started with A – B continued with C – D and   E – F and  G – H and  I, J, k, L, M & N just a few more this time  O – R .some of these I have commented on already.

Oral/anal play (rimming)  ……………….I guess I might tolerate receiving but giving are you serious……do you know where that butt has been?
Over the knee spanking ………perhaps I should be a bad girl just so you will put me over your knee …….do you have strong knees?
Orgasm denial  ……..this is an interesting one……….It would take a lot of training as I currently have no control ……if I am going to orgasm the hoover dam wouldn’t be able to hold me back
Orgasm control  …………..see above …………..but I do like to have control over your orgasm hee hee
Outdoor scenes   ………… I have been known to indulge with varying degrees of success
Pain (severe) .……… you have any idea how low my pain threshold is? on a scale of 1 to 10 my pain threshold is -5
Pain (mild)     …………..If its in a good cause ie my pleasure ……….bring it on 😉
Persona training (in scene)  ……………will give it a go (with the right person)
Personal modification (rl)  .………….if it leads to personal improvement I am all for it ……..just don’t hurt me too much …….(did I tell you I’m a whimp)
Phone sex (serving Dom)   ………….If thats what it takes
Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends)    ……….. If I had a Dom who required it then of course
Phone sex (commercial provider)    .………….It has been suggested by some at work that I would earn a fortune at it
Piercing (temporary, play-pierce)    ……………..No, Karl asked me  just days ago if I wanted nipple or clit piercings ……..I don’t need the added stimulation of  metal embedded in my flesh to increase my arousal
Piercing (permanent)  ……………see above………. I am not against them for others but not for me I’m  afraid
Plastic surgery  …………..if it was for health reasons yes but not for pleasure only
Prison scenes  …………not sure why anyone would want to do this but if it floats your boat
Prostitution (public pretense)   …………small possibility
Prostitution (actual)    ………… I don’t think so………I do what I do because I  want to, not because I have been paid to
Pony slave  ………….please explain
Public exposure  …………..have done this to a degree and found it thrilling ……..not sure how far I would dare to go though
Punishment scene     have tried to do this …………..would love to try it again
Pussy/cock whipping  ………..willing to try this ……..just remember the pain thresh hold
Pussy worship   …………you may certainly worship my pussy………..I promise I won’t complain
Riding crops  ………..didn’t know you could ride a crop…….oh thats mot it is it………um be gentle please ……..oh ok just don’t make me count and afterwards can I try it on you?
Riding the “horse” (crotch tort) …………..please explain
Rituals    …………. I have my own but I don’t think you mean those
Religious scenes  ………… a man of the cloth does feature in a few of my joint fantasies with Sebastian
Restrictive rules on behavior   ………..hmm would struggle between being  a good girl and a brat
Rubber/latex clothing   …………cool something to get me all hot
Rope body harness  …….if you have enough rope go for it …………..if I don’t like it I won’t do it again

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Misguided guilt

Posted by secretlynaughty on May 16, 2010

All that time, all that guilt, all that for what.

Since we first met I had felt guilty that we couldn’t have penetrative sex. I felt guilty because I was still having sex else where. First Sebastian, then Fred proved to me that I could still have intercourse. But I had known that all along anyway, it was Karl who had made me doubt myself. All the lovers I have had since my divorce have been testament to that. My cancer treatment which has left me very tight and shallow was way back in 2001. I didn’t start having sex again until 2006. Karl was the first I failed to have intercourse with. He was the first new lover for over a year so yes I began to feel it was my fault.

He would argue with me when I said that it’s because he is too big………..he is a little bigger than average in girth but not enormous and I have seen a couple that really are huge and no I was not going to let them anywhere near my pussy. But his head is bigger than most. He believes that his member is small……..what!! I might be persuaded if it wasn’t the fact that it isn’t just my pussy but he really stretches my mouth too. Yes I can and do take his head into my mouth but there is no way I could deep throat him, there is no gagging with him I can’t get him that far into my mouth. That tells me that yes he is bigger than average. Anyway I digress. I have had intercourse with 3 men since I first met Karl (I’m not counting the failed attempt with Cutter). I have had a few other dates too, but I kept quiet about what I was doing because I believed that Karl was not having any sex other than with me.

After the week we spent together last year at the end of May beginning of June we didn’t see so much of each other, I was busy with family and I figured he didn’t feel the need to keep me sweet as he wouldn’t be able to take me home again for the forseeable future. We are both getting too old for sex in the car every time. By this time I was seeing Fred approx every 2 months so I was getting semi regular sex. But because I felt guilty I kept it a secret from Karl. I didn’t want to rub it in his face that I was still being fucked even if it wasn’t by him. I knew from the start that he didn’t like the idea of me seeing anyone else. Especially after he began telling me that he had feelings for me. Right from the start I have known that he would do anything for me I just couldn’t rely on him. He calls himself my ‘fairy godfather’.

We didn’t see much of each other during the summer or autumn one or both of us was always busy. But I was still seeing Fred which made me feel slightly guilty, not because I felt I was cheating. I wasn’t we are not committed to each other we can see who we like. But I felt guilty for having sex when he wasn’t. I felt guilty because I could have sex with Fred but it didn’t work with Karl.  I felt guilty because I knew he had feelings for me but I couldn’t give him what he wanted but I could give it to someone who doesn’t have feelings for me.

But now I know the truth or at least some of it. First I found the photos of him and his mate with a local couple (who he still chats to so maybe it was more than just the once.) Then there was the revelation that he had met a sexy older woman and they planned to become a ‘couple’ for the purpose of playing with other couples. Now I have discovered because he was stupid enough to check his profile on my laptop and not close it down when we looked at another site. I was able to look at the private pictures on his profile. There are photos of him having sex with other women some a few days before our week togther last may/june so even then he was having sex but telling me he wasn’t.  Then again when he was too busy to see me in sept between trips abroad there are new pics of him having sex.

He wonders why I think he lies to me. Since I let my feelings about his lies be patently clear, he has been admitting to seeing others but still says he hasn’t had much. I am now telling him about Dave and mentioned Fred he isn’t impressed and wanted to change the subject. He seems able to cope with me seeing Dave although he gets jealous but he can’t handle the idea of anyone else. Having decided to become a ‘couple’ he has become much more attentive and even more touchy feely when he is in my house. He has virtually told me that he loves me although not in so many words but now always signs off from messenger with luv ya………he has never done that before. He phones me most days as well as texting and IM. There was a time last summer when he didn’t even text me for weeks and said his internet was playing up.

I like Karl and we get on great as friends, he thinks I am the best when it comes to sucking his cock. He only has to kiss me and I am wet. He has been very good to me and very good for me but I don’t think I will ever trust him. So now I won’t feel guilty about having sex with others.

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Fellatio ………do all women?

Posted by secretlynaughty on March 20, 2010

I have just noticed that someone found my blog by writing …………….does every woman perform fellatio

The quick answer is Nooooooooo

Obviously I cannot answer for all women. I have talked to a lot of men whose experience is that not all women do.

As for myself if you asked my former husband he would also say no.  During 19 years we were together I probably performed fellatio on him 2 or maybe 3 times and then only under extreme pressure from him to do so. The very thought of it repulsed me.  The thought of his cock anywhere near my mouth made me feel ill. I certainly didn’t want to lick it especially if there was any pre-cum. There was no way I would put it into my mouth. As for tasting myself ewww definitely not.

Even though I found that he could turn me on by licking my pussy I didn’t want him to do it. I didn’t enjoy sex so I didn’t want him to turn me on. My body betrayed me every time he did that. But even though he was able to turn me on by giving me oral I couldn’t return the favour. Neither could I let him kiss me afterwards. I didn’t like his kisses anyway (there is a reason ie denture fixative yukky goo). But although I would maybe put up with a kiss before he went down on me there was a limit.  Once he had the taste of my cum on his mouth he was not to come near my mouth. Neither was I going to taste myself on his cock………no way!!

Almost as bad but a preferred act was wanking him off. I would often be woken by him pulling my hand towards his erection. I hated wanking him off but if it satisfied him enough to leave me alone as far as any other sex went then I would reluctantly do so. However I would do my utmost to make him come quickly (wanking him made my  upper arms ache) I would avoid touching his head especially if there was any wet sticky pre cum. Once he started to cum I would remove my hand as fast as I could to avoid getting any on my hand. I did however allow him to cum on my belly or my tits but he had to clean me up as I wouldn’t touch it.

So now you know what sex was like for me and my husband for 18 of the 19 years we were together. For the first year sex was good but I still didn’t perform fellatio on him. But suprisingly during previous relationships I actually enjoyed performing fellatio even if I didn’t swallow or even spit. After what you have just read you will probably be amazed that in the relationship prior to my husband I was seeing a young Irish man (we were both in our early 20s he was slightly younger than me). He had never had fellatio and was not interested in trying it. But I convinced him to let me give him a demonstration. He was converted from that night on and couldn’t get enough. I couldn’t believe that he had never wanted to even try it until I persuaded him. Are there many men who either don’t like it or have never tried it. I had a message on an adult site last week from a man in his 40’s asking if I suck cock as he has never had his cock sucked.

I honestly don’t remember which of my relationships prior to these two was the one where I learnt to suck cock. I don’t think it was my first relationship with an older boy (he was 20 I was 17) my first love when I lost my virginity. We didn’t have many opportunities to have sex even though after that first time I wanted sex as much as possible. It may have been the next relationship when I was engaged on and off for about 4 years to a man who treated me like his mistress rather than his fiance because I didn’t get on with his domineering mother. Or it could have been the much older (he was 43 I was 21) Army Staff Sgt. During our 6 month relationship he raped me twice the second time being when I tried to finish with him. It’s funny how although I remember having sex doggy style with both my fiance and the older man I don’t remember sucking either of their cocks.

Perhaps it was the married coach driver who not only took me to Austria for my first solo holiday (I was 22) he also took my heart as he was the one who cured me of the terror that the older man had left me with. I remember the relief when he was on top of me and for the first time I didn’t see the older man’s face as had happened when I had been back with my fiance for a short time. I remember that sex with the married man (I didn’t know at the time that he was married) was fun. I discovered that I got wet during sex with him but I don’t remember having oral sex with him.

It must however have been one or all of these guys who practiced oral sex with me as how would I have known that I liked it enough to persuade the Irish guy to try it? Anyway I do know that I enjoyed fellatio during several relationships prior to meeting my husband. He of course would fall of his chair if anyone told him how much I have enjoyed fellatio   with all the men I have slept with since I divorced him. Not only do I enjoy licking and sucking my lover’s cock and balls but I also lick my own juice from his shaft. Pre-cum is no longer a no go for me I will play with it with my fingers or lick it greedily with the tip of my tongue. I am no longer shy when my man wants to shoot his cum, I don’t pull away to avoid it . I suck harder on his cock to make sure I get every last drop. ‘Wow’ has been the response more than once. Fred finds it awesome every time. Although Karl loves me sucking his cock and we can indulge in it for what seems like hours but I have never experienced him cumming (either in my mouth or elsewhere).

No longer will I refuse to lick a cock or a mouth that is covered in my own juice. These days I revel in the taste of myself as well as the taste of my man. I enjoy not only these acts in themselves and the wonderful tastes that I experience now, but also the look on my man’s face whilst I am pleasuring him with my mouth. I love that men adore my tits and legs but once they have experience one of my blow jobs they are in ecstasy.

I have not met a man yet who doesn’t like being on the receiving end of a good cock sucking. But I wonder how many in reality get a good sucking with any kind of regularity. Have many been on the recieving end of a bad sucking. What constitutes a bad experience. Personally I have never had any complaints except perhaps one or two who couldn’t cope with the experience of having their over sensitive balls sucked enthusiastically.  But the over all experience was great. I have found that a lot of the men I have enjoyed sex with have had their cock sucked but never had their cum swallowed. This seems to be the ultimate experience for many men. Only one man (Sebatian) has shared a snowball with me although Fred says he would. A lot of men have said no they would not like it. Most have never heard of it (a snowball for those who don’t know is the sharing of spunk by way of a kiss after felatio has been performed to completion, allowing some of the spunk to go into the man’s mouth from his lover’s mouth during a kiss).  It is such a delightfully naughty thing to do but I only ever do it if the man has agreed before hand.

On this poll you can tick as many of the options as apply to you

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Mixed feelings

Posted by secretlynaughty on March 9, 2010

I have been feeling a bit down today and I am sad to say that the reason for this is Karl. I know that feeling this way is stupid and irrational. He hasn’t really done anything wrong he has just been stupid. Last week he was at my home we were looking on the internet. He showed me a couple of websites. One of these is a site where people post photos and videos of themselves, many are naked and many depict sexual acts. He showed me the photos he has posted on there, some that I am familiar with but also others showing him indulging in sex with another woman.

I was neither excited or disgusted or even jealous. He told me these pictures were taken a few years ago (which to me was irrelevant). He then showed me a swinger’s site that he belongs to again showing me his profile photos that I know so well. He was also encouraging me to join both these sites (suprised I hadn’t already). After he had finished showing them to me I gave very little further thought to them.

Then last night I found an offline message saying he was going to be away from his pc for half an hour but will be back. An hour later nothing…………after two hours of waiting I decided to log into these sites and have another look at his other photos. Several searches through the adult photograph site came up with nothing. So I moved onto the swinger site, created a profile (slightly different age and location and new username). I found his profile fairly easily, but without being one of his ‘friends’ could only see the photos that I already possess. However I followed a link to a couple he had made friends with.  The first thing I saw on their profile was some recent photos of Karl enjoying the wife of the couple.I felt like I had been hit in the stomach, but why. We are friends with benefits not in a commited relationship. I care about him as a friend, he knows how to turn me to putty when he wants to but we have not been intimate since last summer and have never had full intercourse in the last year although we have plans to rectify this in the next week. We have never promised to be exclusive, after all I have seen others myself during the past year not least of all Fred.

I’m not entirely sure how I feel about that. I don’t think it bothers me so much that he has had some fun in the last few months. I don’t think I am jealous (well maybe a bit) that he has had some fun with a couple. What bothers me most is that some weeks ago I was teasing him about other women. He told me there had been none, but not through lack of wishing. So now I know he has been less than truthful. He lied about his age in the beginning. He has always told me that he is seperated but I have never quite believed him. Although I could check this out I decided ages ago not to, as I figure that it is none of my business whether he is married or single. He knows that I have been involved with married men in the past so there is no reason to lie to me about that.

Today he text me that he had fallen asleep last night. The swinger’s site tells me that he had been online upgrading his membership during the time he was ‘asleep’. What is bothering me is that he is telling me lies. That and that he had encouraged me to go onto the site that proved he had been lying. If he hadn’t encouraged me to join the site I wouldn’t have learnt that he has been having sex when he says he hasn’t or that he was online when he told me he was asleep.

Anyway whatever the reason for feeling down about these revelations, I was driving home thinking that I need a good cyber session with Sebastian to cheer me up. I knew though that Sebastian was unlikely to be online by the time I was so I began planning an email telling him how  much I wanted him to own me. Holding onto my hair forcing me to bend to his will. I wanted to please him submit to his wishes.  But when I did get home and logged onto my computer a chat window sprang open.

I was very suprised as this was the first time this particular window has opened (other than virus links) for a long time.  At first I half thought it was another virus and not him but soon we were chatting. We had not spoken since about June or July last summer. We talked about several things but finished off with him saying that perhaps we could hook up sometime soon.  I have said maybe.

But if you remember how much I wanted to have him last year it is unllikely I will turn down a chance to meet up with him again. But even if we never meet again he has cheered me up just by chatting again.

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making plans for Sebastian

Posted by secretlynaughty on March 7, 2010

You have no idea how intensly my desire to touch and be touched by you burned deep inside. But couple this with the image of your face so close, with your gentle eyes gazing into mine and I was undone. As I wriggled in my seat determined not to give in to the burning urge to plunge my fingers into the depths of the hot wetness you had left me with. I was unable to resist for long, but weak as I was in this resolve I managed to desist with my rubbing on my swollen hood. I could not bear to allow myself the relief I so wanted/needed without the act being witnessed by the subject of my desire.

I do not know for how long I succeeded in my wish. The intensity of the throbbing ache between my soft thighs simultaneously pleasure and torture. I bided my time by imagining the subjugation of my desired one. Browsing outlets for the tools of my pleasure when you become mine to do with as I wish. Selecting my choices in wrist and ankle restraints, blood red silk ropes to match my harlot’s nails. Butt plugs that vibrate, remote control bullets and G spot vibrators,pretty pink and black flogger not forgetting the leather paddle thougtfully designed to imprint my chosen badge of honour ‘SLUT’.

All the while these selections were being made I kept being drawn back to your eyes, the line of your throat and those lips that I can’t resist wanting to trace with the lightest touch from my fingertip. How my resolve melts at the memory of you, without concious thought to what I am doing my fingers make their way inside my jeans and the flimsy black scrap of fabric feeling the heat of my desire. Inching ever closer to the edge that your words have already brought me so close to.

The knowledge of the power that my actions have over my lust slave is very empowering turning my core into molten lava to be poured over my willing servant. But before he can enjoy the nectar of my lust for him he must subject himself completely to my will. He will familiarise himself with the implements of my pleasure. Feel the soft leather of his restraints test the D rings and chain that can either be attached at full length or threaded through and back to restict freedom as your mistress wishes. Hold and examine the leather handle of your flogger, feel the different textures of leather and fur. Know that your mistress can choose to let this trail softly against your skin or with the flick of a wrist cause a red heat to glow from the sharper contact of leather on your unprotected being.

Being the good slave of my lust that I know you to be, I know that you will stand perfectly still for your Mistress allowing your clothes to be removed in any manner chosen without a care for the disgarded garments scattered around the floor. You will not flinch when you cannot see what your mistress is doing. All you can feel is the soft touch of a fingertip or hot breath on your back. When commanded to do so you will attach your own wrist then ankle restraints handing the chain to your Mistress who will decide which of your four limbs will be chained together.

When your Mistress is satisfied with the limitations imposed, you will disrobe me using whichever means you have available. First you will remove my skirt to reveal the soft flesh above my stockings and the glisten of moisture on my now exposed cunt. On your knees now you will give my cunt a stroke of your tongue but make it good as you will only have one stroke before you get to your feet to help me out of my blouse. Now you will be faced with the white orbs overflowing the soft lace cups of my bra which will need to be removed, without use of hands. If you succeed in removing this within a reasonable time (remember your Mistress can be impatient in her lust) then you will be allotted 2 minutes on each breast to lick suck and stimulate these to a point of no return. During this time you will pay no heed to what your Mistress may decide to do to your erection. Your Mistress may tease and or squeeze but you must resist any urge to cum.

Moving together to the end of the bed you will climb on the bed positioning yourself on your hands and knees so that your sexy bum is offered up for my amusement. This is when you will feel the soft fur of your flogger as it swirls this way and that across your waiting cheeks, never knowing for sure when you will feel the first snap of leather. I will of course be gentle with you as I want you to enjoy your flogger. But be warned that once your Mistress becomes bored of teasing you that is when you will recieve your brand as your paddle slaps smartly against each cheek declaring you to be my very own SLUT. To cool your  now red cheeks a liberal helping of lube will be smeared and rubbed into your cheeks. A further helping of lube will be smeared around and into your inviting bum hole. Now you are ready for your ultimate experience as you willingly accept your butt plug pushed firmly into you. You are going to beg me to turn up the vibrations, I want you to feel the full effect of this toy before I position myself under you.

Still with your bum in the air complete with plug, my mouth taking care of your erection you may now take your pleasure in my glistening cunt.Taste the desire you create in me, eat it all up, rub your face in my pussy covering yourself in my nectar. (I shall enjoy licking you clean later). But first I pull you down to me as I twist around bringing your erection into contact for the first time with my waiting cunt. Now you must fill me with your hardness pumping into me until you reach the point where you want to cum so hard that you feel you will burst. You must withdraw without spilling a drop. You know that your seeds of lust must be saved for my hungry mouth. If you can do this for me you will be rewarded with a taste of your lust as we share passionate kisses. Spent we will collapse together and sleep arms and legs entwined.

That my darling distraction is the fate for one such as yourself who is such a delightful distraction on a dismal and grey day.

My lust for you grows ever more

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Sex toy dilema

Posted by secretlynaughty on March 3, 2010

I have a dilema you might be able to help me with.

My problem is my sex toys or rather lack of.  It was only a few years ago that I was given a vibrator and a dildo as presents from my then lover on what turned out to be the last time I saw him. (He now lives in another coutry). Since then I have bought myself a rampant rabbit (I had several friends who swear by them) but I didn’t find it all that good for me. Probably my lack of depth etc makes a difference. I have also treated myself to more vibrators the same as the first one I was given. (lady lust fingers). The feel of the cold metal as it slides against hot flesh is delightful.

I have wanted to increase my collection of toys for sometime. I have talked to Sebastian about sex toys but only in so far as he wants me to use a vibrator on him. He also likes the idea of me using a strap on with him. I want to use restraints and a paddle on him and would love to own one of the pink floggers from Edens Fantasys.

Recently I have also talked to Karl about sex toys, he is keen to use some on me in an effort to follow Dr’s orders. I am going to an Ann Summers Party at the end of the week. Karl says he will give me some money to buy something.

I have been browsing the Ann Summers online shop  to get an idea of the toys they sell and help me to decide what to spend my money on. I want to be able to get the best value and come away with at least one if not more items that will give the best pleasure.

I would be most grateful if you would tell me what toys work best for you.

Did you buy them for yourself/partner ?

Were they bought for you?

Did you choose them together?

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Spit roast and more

Posted by secretlynaughty on March 2, 2010

To my disappointment Sebastian didn’t come back online that evening. I waited but he wasn’t there. Eventually I went to bed, taking my laptop with me.

I was uploading the last of the photos to my play time page, but I was falling asleep. It was very late (or early)heading towards 3am. I had been feeling horny all evening and had now given in to the idea of using my vibrator.  Snuggled in my bed listening to music through headphones while my pussy ran with juice from continuous vibe induced orgasms. I was more than a little suprised to see Karl online. Suddenly I was wide awake again. We had a most enjoyable time until about 5.30 when we agreed that we both needed to sleep. (I had abandoned the vibrator about mid way through).

It was already mid morning when I rose from my slumbers, I was there waiting in hiding when Sebastian came online. I didn’t immediately make contact, I was busy creating my labour of lust in the form of my plans for his subjugation by email. Just time for a quick tease before heading off for a hot bubble bath, with Sebastian wishing he was there to soap my body for me. With those thoughts in my mind I just had to take a few soapy photos to sgare with him later.

But when I had finished my bath Karl was online, at my mention of my bath he wanted photos, evidence that I was now wrapped in nothing more than a towel. Having sent him the required evidence I felt it was only fair that he return the favour which he duly did. But now it was time to turn my attentions back to Sebastian.

He was pleasantly suprised when he received a soapy picture to add to his collection of images. We chatted for a while until I had completed his virtual seduction.

Once again my dear sweet lady you drove me to utter and blissful distraction with your intelligent gentle words and photographs. Having you seduce me with your images was extremely arousing, I hope it was as equal a pleasure for you.

Darling , I am so utterly errect and pulsating for you after reading you desire for me, I can’t think what to do

Our conversation then moved onto such topics as strap ons, spanking, sex toys drag queens, TV/TS before turning to threesomes and same gender sex. We discussed my limited experiences with other women and his desire

to explore touching another man ………………….but I’d have to have a woman present

We had talked about this before when he had been chatting to a prospective male playmate. If ever the chance arises for us to play together with another man I shall insist on being spit roasted. I loved it last time around and long to repeat the experience. Only if I get the chance to do this with Sebastian they will have to take turns at both ends. I would adore being fucked whilst sucking him off but would also love to be fucked by him whilst having my mouth fucked.

We know that whatever happens we must see each other again occasionally and hopefully that spit roast will be sooner rather than  later.

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